You don't talk

you don't talk

You like sitting in your silence, wandering into the nothings.
I keep asking you questions because I begin to miss your voice

But you don't talk

You like to stay hidden, at the same time you want me to figure you out.
I guess somethings of you and wait for your answer

But you don't talk

You are scared of being broken so you choose to stay intact
I try breaking those walls for a sound, a word

But you don't talk

You don't want to be left alone by others, so instead you choose to stay lonely
So, I do silly gestures to get your attention, that You do see

But you don't talk

You divert your gaze from nothingness to me and smile
as you see something that I couldn't ever in me

But again, you don't talk

You look at me, hold on to me, and I know that's what you want for eternity
And I want to hold you back, tightly, until all your fears leave you and evaporate in thin air
Until you believe that I will always hold you
Until you open up to me.

Oh the damage this world has done to you
I want to know how to fix it

But you don't talk.





4.00am thoughts - originally on 10th june, 2019